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SmileI see your picture,
Quite on accident,
And at first I'm scared;
I worry that my heart will break open,
And everything I've held in until now,
Will crash down and hurt me.
But the tidal wave of emotion doesn't come;
I find that I am light,
I am warm,
And that I can't help but smile.
Is that weird?
You broke my heart in the simplest of ways,
I believed you were the one,
I thought that you would save me from the world,
And love me forever,
But you couldn't.
So, you walked away
That knowledge seems to echo through my soul,
And there have been days,
Where I have wanted to curl into a ball,
And just forget the world.
The thought of your smile,
The thought of seeing you by accident,
The thought that you don't love me,
Would shred my heart to pieces.
Seeing you happy killed me.
I have been carrying boulders of pain,
Things we fought about,
Things that made me angry and more hurt,
So, why when your photo showed up, did I not cry?
I didn't feel pain,
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