Mask AgainHere's the mask again
She once threw away
It was gone for a while
Now its back here to stay
She thought life was good
And everything was great
But oh what a shame
To find out when it's too late
Here comes the pebble
That starts the land slide
Of the problems and worries
That make her eyes cry
The tears as they flow
Shatter each reality
She thought they were happy
But who knew his mentality
He doesn't know where they are anymore
She wants to know that she's not wasting her time,
Or believing that she's in love when he knows
This thing will never last
She's had enough of the crying
She's had enough of the feeling of loss
She's had enough of everything
And never wanted to come back to this
So here's the mask again which hides
All the sadness and pain
No one will know how she feels
As she wear's it to hide all her shame.
How it Came to BeI didn't know it,
When you took me by the hand,
You helped me onto the train car,
The night we met.
I didn't know it,
When suddenly I found myself,
Drawn to you like a magnet,
I wanted to get to know you,
To learn more about you.
The world started to revolve around us,
We began talking,
You sat with me to eat.
I didn't know it,
But slowly I was falling for you.
And then it happened.
I remember it clearly.
White whirling flurries circled down from the sky,
You were nervous,
I played with the snow.
You asked me to go on one date,
And it made you happy when I said yes.
You took me to the big slide.
It was freezing outside,
We ran up and down,
Trying to warm ourselves up.
We gave up.
We ended up snuggling under a blanket,
Until the long hours of the night.
It made me happy.
I can't help but smile when I think of you,
You have done so many nice things for me.
You were there when I cried,
You held me in your arms all night till I was okay.
You stayed by my side and held my hand.
You always k
Sorry I was RightI do not want to admit to you that I am right.
I knew that you still liked her,
I knew that you shared a bonding past.
I knew the things you once felt for her,
I knew that you would end up getting hurt.
I wish that someone such as you,
Was not the victim.
At the time you told me you were messed up,
At the time I was hurt and confused,
All I wanted was honesty,
But you denied the one thing that was a right to me,
Considering our circumstances.
I wish I could numb the pain,
I wish I could just wash it all the way,
No one deserves to feel this way.
I know I can't relate at all,
But I know I can be sympathetic,
I'll be your ally,
No matter what I'll help you through it all.
I wish I had the opportunity to warn you,
I wish I could have saved you from yourself.
You are in so much pain and there is not much I can do.
But I am glad that I could open he door for you,
I'm glad I could offer you a shoulder and an ear,
I wish I could do more.
Our past circumstances,
It means nothing t
Not Another VictimI know I read all the signs right,
From the moment we started talking,
A fun friendship which seemed to want to move further,
I thought I was given a chance,
So I took the risk,
Only to find I was wrong.
Nothing ever changes,
It is always the same,
A girl is led into false sense of security,
So then she lets down her defenses,
I let down my defenses,
It appeared harmless
Until life cried out "Syke!"
Girls wait all their lives for someone special,
Then when we are lured away,
We only end up hurt.
Then the process repeats.
Boys tell me all the time that not all of them are the same,
But not one has followed through.
Followed by betrayal,
Love SickI can't explain this feeling,
It's as if I caught a sickness,
And no amount of cold syrup will help,
I feel completely helpless,
Is there nothing I can do?
I try to hold onto my resolve,
But then I see you,
And I loose all control,
Something tells me to back away,
Don't look back,
Don't cling onto these feelings,
But how can I just give up?
I've become completely numb,
I'm slowly loosing consciousness,
I feel a deep sadness,
Yet no tears flow down my cheeks,
I stare into emptiness,
Thinking of nothing and everything,
My nerves shake me,
It's like I'm continuously cold,
And no amount of warmth can help,
I want to block out the world,
I blare my music,
I close my eyes,
But then I'm reminded of everything,
Nothing I do helps,
I convince myself to back away,
I tell myself I don't like you,
Yet I can't stop,
I'm building walls,
I'm backing out of the world,
Anything so I'm not living lifeless,
I know this battle has been long lost,
So why do I cling on,
What hint of hope is th